March, 2012- Moe is still yawning below, and, um, the world is probably still turning-ß
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| Auras photographed on January 31st, 2009. Cathi to the left, Jim to the right. |
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-10 March, 2012. Mom and my sister, Sharon, should be in Connecticut (visiting from Alaska) about now. Sad thing is, I probably can't afford to go down and visit them while they're here.
-20 August, 2011. Aerendel- The Game - is in actual production/building. You can monitor our progress at "Aerendel-GDD" (Game Development Documentation) / Also dealing with Firefox deciding we can't live without their latest updates and not trusting even them. How about "You need version 3.6.20" and when you click on their download link the schnarr weasles have you downloading version 6 which (thankfully) won't work on my G4's -
-06 December, 2010. It's been a while since I've updated this page- That's not because I've died of boredome. Lots of things are happening, many of them on the 'not very positive' side. Oil companies are still defrauding people out of their money every minute of every day. The 'Leaders' of the 'Free World' are still trying to herd us into hell as quickly as we're trying to race toward establishing Heaven on Earth... At times I feel like it isn't my place to bore you with the details, but then again-
- July 14, 2010. Let's see, the girl (now a young woman) has done her first year of post secondary education in Pembroke and transferred to the University of Western Ontario, where she was able to get credit for most of the courses she took in Pembroke (University of Ottawa at the Algonquin Campus in Pembroke). The boy graduated grade 8 with prizes for Math and Science, and a bigger prize for overall best achievement by a male student. He will now move on to High School. 2010 has been really rough for me, but it wasn't the boy's problems this time. Mom tripped over a dog in Alaska and may now be blind in her right eye. She was pretty depressed for a while, didn't have an appetite at all. Nancy (my sister) went to see her for a short time and got her spirits raised enough so we have our old Gramma Dot back.
On the WPKN side of things, The policy changes under the new regime have led to them letting a long island group take over their WPKM side of things, including the spot on the broadcast tower at Montauk. And Samba (One of WPKN's Haitian programmers) died unexpectedly in June. (Sad face goes here.)
-February 7, 2009. Indigo Starcrystal Communications is now a registered business in the province of Ontario. We had a group hug to make it official. Moe has been terrorizing me as I have been trying to type this. & I did a bunch of stuff to begin rearranging the living room's computer area to try to unclutter and open up the creative atmosphere, try to give the place a better feel? I will probably always feel like I'm three or four projects behind and running as fast as I can to catch up, but-
I will have to upload the aura photographs we had taken last weekend. And I might have to publish parts of my facebook "25 things about me" schnarr, with a preamble that the person who did a reading on my aura said that I don't have an ego, it's all... eyes toward heaven, "As Thou Wilt- (Not my wilt?....)"
-Decembre 10, 2008. (Glenn's Birthday....) (Wonder how he's doing over there?) Lemme see... Changes, Erin, my step daughter and her father have moved from Mississauga to Ottawa and are close enough so we've seen them and/or swapped kids every weekend (pas de schnarr...) ((haven't swapped kids with Erin, she's in grade 12, still sort of a kid, she's gotten swapped, or borrowed.... imagine trying to explain this to an alien? And will be here for the weekend again while boy goes to Ottawa with his dad. Boy is still under 16 (he's 12 years old) so he's still relatively anonymous here.
-August 26, 2008. It looks like we just might survive the summer. We might not have to worry about radiation from cell phones interfering with our brain waves or serotonin production for a while, & I hope the kids realize it isn't our fault they can't text their friends and themselves to death. (schnarr...)
-May 08, 2008. You can now go read Aerendel's Word Press Blog. Sorry if I sound schnarr, I'm friggin exhausted.
(( May 14, 2008, WordPress Blog imbedded into site resident web page.... ))
Jupiter's going retro on us tomorrow, May 9th... (time to expand inward, grow inwardly instead of expanding and growing out into the real world...)
-March 24, 2008
I know I love Ontario, because: Yesterday we stepped outside, into an icy wind and -7°C temperature (19°F) and the wind tasted like the purest, sweetest water I ever drank.
-February 2, 2008
We
drove to Renfrew (the next town 'up' Highway 17
) to go to a -sort of a New Agey "Spirit, Body, and Mind"
Fair. We were looking for an Armoury, and Argyle Street, and never quite got the two 'directions' together, so we stopped and asked in a gas station, and "Well- the armouries are back that way-" "Argyle Street?" "Uh- I better look that up, ....oh, it's right there- [she pointed across the street] go left and then left again, it's parallel to this street."
We found it. We were greeted at the door by somebody we had met at a Parents Support Group, she actually had a book she had borrowed and gave it back to Cathi and Cathi had a CD or DVD to give to her-
It is really hard to nail down an easy description of what was there. It wasn't a flashy, big city kind of Exposition, not a home show full of dazzling consumer products and spokes models posing beside hot tubs... no, There were a couple dozen almost flea market tables and areas set up with people displaying books and posters and tables full of aromatic essenses and healing aromas and herbal supplements. There were at least three different kind of Reiki healers and Tarot readers and Angel card readers and people talking about convergence and raising awareness, clearing your chakras and getting ready for multi-dimensional living.
We were handed a bag full of goodies and walked around smiling at people with stars in their eyes and a lot of "main stream people think we're weird, but you look like you probably understand-" hopeful expressions.
We walked around, we looked at book covers, we drew cards and were read descriptions of what the cards we drew meant and we smiled and looked back at people who hoped we had some sort of clue as to what their reading meant, and how we might apply that to our lives, "Ah- you drew the Unicorn Card! That's significant- You are healing your inner child and broadening your world view-" And Cathi drew the Bear Card and the boy drew the Griffon Card. and we listened to what that meant and wandered on to the next table. The boy walked a labyrinth, laid out on the floor with black duct tape. I was worried that he should have asked the labyrinth's guardian permission first, but no;- she was delighted that he went slowly through the maze wearing his big snow boots and then stopped in the middle, turned around and slowly walked back out, following all the twists and turns (he later told us he saw bars of red and green colours and 'white rain' in the air as he walked around, inside the lines on the floor.)
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Cathi wanted to try an Angelic Energy Healing and we checked, and yes, we had the Ten dollars for a fifteen minute session. The boy was also interested and he had a twenty dollar bill. I stood nearby when Cathi climbed up on the table and laid down on her stomach on top of some soft looking blankets and the young looking man placed another blanket over her back and legs and then moved slowly around, placing his hands inches above her as he closed his eyes and concentrated, and spoke softly near her ear from time to time.
I felt something. I was close enough (maybe a meter away from Cathi, out of the way so if the young man moved he wouldn't collide with me) There was a really nice feeling radiating all around the table and the young man. I closed my eyes and had a spontaeneous image fill my mind- Cathi was lying on a crystal table in a temple in foothills at the edge of a lake. It felt like India. The water was a marbled muted blue, almost blue-grey in the dusk or pre-dawn. There was golden light just over the horizon and a wonderful magical feel to everything. The crystal table was surrounded by a radiant light blue fog and Cathi was lying in a bubbling fountain of white liquid light energy, whose bubbly cloudy edges were tinged with gold. Everywhere the young man stepped, he was surrounded with an energetic cloud of bubbling, churning blue liquid light. his hands were radiating healing energy in various amazing colours and everything felt relaxed, like very subtle music was flowing. I realized that some of the music was 'singing bowls', crystal bowls, and bells that were really in this room in Renfrew, Ontario, and maybe the image was a visualization of what was happening on the spirit level right here---- Whatever it was was nice. I wondered if I should put a shield around them so as not to disturb anything with my thoughts or anything else in the real world, or nearby- and I got a very distinct message, "Do not do anything to interfere." I continued to feel wonderful, like a participant in something. like watching this happen was magical and uplifting for me, or anyone who happened to be in the area.
When her session was finished and Cathi opened her eyes and looked refreshed and magically touched, I told the young man about the images I had seen. I told him about the colours and he asked me if it was like the blue of a semi precious stone whose name has since wafted away with the breezes. I smiled, he said something about working with that stone, that colour and with Archangel Meditron.
I was happy and smiled and moved out of the way as the boy climbed on the table for his session. I hovered nearby, knowing the boy can have sudden and intense mood swings, can suddenly decide that something is not fun and want to get away from something in a big hurry, and can't always express himself clearly to anybody, even those of us who are around him most of the time.
The boy did fine, looked fine, looked pleasantly dazed, and, soon after his session was finished, began to form questions as we walked around and later sat near the table while the young man worked on someone else.
Cathi told me that she was sure I would really enjoy one of those healing sessions, so we checked our fortunes, and yes, we had enough to put me on the table for fifteen minutes. we talked to friends and friendly people milling around and put my name on the list for the next session, and waited about twenty minutes while I watched kids run around in twenty first century north american kid fashions. I saw people walking around in not quite mainstream latest fashions, more like aging hippy, never wanted to be ultra hip- got a finger near the pulse of some kind of interesting new age or alternate, greenish, ecologically wakening.... wish we were more natural.... kind of comfortabe clothes. I thought we were a reflection of what might have happened all the time in healing temples and gathering places in Atlantis or some kind of golden age place or other.
Then it was my turn. I had looked over a menu of what sort of energy healing tangents we could veer off onto and I said, "A friend told me I've left too many pieces of myself in too many life times, and I have way too many guides that I might need to let go of, and basically, if Meditron has any suggestions, I'd probably go along with that-"
The young man nodded, "I can see that- many of your guides don't know how to help you any longer- should we clear them and call for a new set?"
I shrugged and nodded, that sounded okay with me, I told him about pain in my spine from here to here and he nodded and said they might be spears and swords from previous life times and he would do what he could to clear them. I could lie on my back or my stomach, whichever felt right- I lied down on my back and he covered most of me with a soft flannel blanket. I relaxed. and closed my eyes. I recieved impressions of vaious coloured lights flowing around me and through me. I felt nice and did my best to relax totally and let whatever happen. He asked me at one point if he should call Merlin to help align me to enable my magical nature to mainfest itself, I nodded. energy wafted around and through me, it was like being caresssed by a warm multi-coloured fog. He told me to breath in golden healing energy and green and blue, breath deeply. he told me to allow the light within to flow and heal me. he insisted three times, maybe more that the healing light of God should flow freely into me. I imagined, almost really 'saw', very white rivers of light flowining through most of me, not at all impeded by an outline of what I was, very white light on the left side of me and hints of purple flowing within the white light energy on the right. The light flowed easily inside the contours of my light body, and whatever other porous bodies I was made of.
At one point I was sure there was an Incan Diety hovering over me. I wasn't worried, but I wondered if this was an Archangel who had been protecting me, or some group I had believed were my enemies in a distant past life. I wondered if this Force had put the spiritual spears or swords in my spirit body to teach me lessons or was there to remove them, was he an ancient Guiding Force of mine or a new one considering whether to help me onto a newer, possible higher path.
At one point I also nearly heard the distinct message, "You have a much higher purpose-" [than you believe you have?] {during this life or as the purpose of all incarnations that were and are yet to come?}" I told myself to mention that to the young man. (But with everything else that was swimming around in my mind, I forgot to say anything about that.
He had asked, earlier, during the session if I had felt a shift. I didn't think I had, I told him I had the distinct impression that I would know what had just happened ... in a couple days it would become clear.
When it was over he told me that what he had done would last for approximately 30 days. I asked him how deeply into the past he had gone, he said, "As deeply as I had to-" I told him about dreams I had had that hinted at life times in Atlantis and how they related to my present. he nodded. I told him about the Peruvian, Incan Diety I had sensed hovering over me, he said I was right.
It was time for him to unwind for a few seconds and get ready for his next session. he told me he, too. was an Atlantian, he said we would be in touch. I made sure we had his email address and did say, regarding that we would be in touch, "We better be-" and smiled. For the next couple days My neck was more relaxed and more free of pain than it had been in years.
-----Yum.

We have recently moved Aerendel & Cathi's Place to a Canadian Web Host. Yum Aerendel dot Org (or orgy?) will be useable again (soon) . See you here at aerendel dot ca. (Yay!)
 | We were leaving Arnprior for a quick trip to Vermont and Connecticut over a weekend. When we were close to Highway 17, I caught a glimpse of what I thought was rusty metal on top of an empty trailer that is used as a billboard for a local business. At second glance I saw two large birds. I thought they might be cormorants and they seemed to be kissing. I said, "That's weird-" and tried to tell Cathi to look at them, but they'd disappeared. |
 | (( Ute-Giri: Ute-634 (?) may be an asteroid circling our sun. Goofus says the circle shape is Andromedan, he calls the group that uses it 'the beat cops' On patrol? Giri is Sanskrit for 'mountains'.)) |
We now have a
Birthday Page.
• 21 April, 2007 - "ABC" for the boy. We went to a lecture/presentation by Heather Fawcett, Co-Author of "More than a Mom" (Web Site) ("Yum!") • 31 March, 2007 - Sister's funeral. When I got up to speak a lot of people rolled their eyes and twitched nervously, wondering what I would say this time. After I sat down, well I guess I didn't live up to expectations, we've been invited to visit people who had all but banned us from their doors.
• 29 March, 2007 - Heading to Vermont for my sister's Funeral. (Vermont State Troopers pick on out of state/out of country license plated vehicles & lie in writing on speeding tickets to meet their quota, now that it's the end of their fiscal year?)
• 21 March, 2007 - First Full Day of Spring.
05 July, 2006 - -Happy Birthday, Erin-

05 January, 2005 - (Paramahansa Yogananda's Birthday)
• Grin, we survived New Year's Eve and New Year's day. The world hasn't changed, for better or worse, forever... yet.
• We've had a bit of snow and freezing rain. We've had a Daughter here for almost a week. There is a rumour that her father will come and get her, so we might not have to make the marathon drive to Missississississauga and back... a third time in three weeks.
-- Have a Happy New Year- et Bon année-
Other News
(28 Decembre, 2005) We have begun shifting the last lead article (above) from here to the Jernilling Support Page, ((Popping those articles into a blog on that page as a matter of fact.)) So- if you're interested, you can go wade through the blog to find our previous, semi-boring, snarr- reposted there... click here for archives
(25 Novembre, 2005) Let's See, the cats are going nuts, but that's nothing new. We had the first real snow of the season. There is a first real snow to every winter. Yesterday was USA-tian Turkey Day. (When USA-tians act more like Turkeys than usual?) (grins the grown-ed up boy from Connecticut)
I'm writing this in DreamWeaver 8, kind of 'finding my sea legs' here. It took a while to get the dark blue border around the outside of the page. It took another while to find out where the line breaks were hiding (this is xhtml). I've been experimenting with colours and stuff. And so far, I'm delighted.
.....Jim